ikhlas

You know what’s sad about love ?
It’s when you happen to know that there’s just no hope for you to being together yet you still pray to make it work.
It’s when your mind says let go but your heart say hold on.
And most of all, it’s when no matter how you try to forget him you just can’t.
(Because of the fact that you still love him and you just don’t know why)

Just because my eyes don’t have tears, it doesn’t mean my heart doesn’t cry.
Just because you always see me strong, it doesn’t mean there’s nothing wrong.
Sometimes I choose to pretend that I’m happy so I don’t have to explain to people who would never even understand.
Smiling is always easier than explaining to all why I’m sad.
It’s never the tears that measure the pain, sometimes it’s the smile i fake.

I don’t know why i'm hanging on to something i know that i better off letting go. It’s like i'm scared to lose what i don’t even really have.

Some of us say we’d rather have that something than absolutely nothing. But the truth is, “ to have it halfway is harder than not having it at all.”

So i decided to release you.

You can go now...

Doesn't mean that i don't love you, but because i love you.